I haven't been here for a while

I haven't been here for a while but anyway, don't be afraid - i hadn't left you. I don't know what I mean writing: you, becouse I have a feeling (and statistics) that there are no one who have ever read it more than once. But... while writing here still makes me feel better, I'm not gonna stop it :)

In last few days I wrote a few exams. I'm very curious how did they go, becouse it's trial exams of these on the end of junior high school. I'm quite shoure that the english one went good, even while you can shourely see loads of errors here, on my blog. I'll let you know how was it after getting results.

Yeasterday, I came to my friend Jagoda, with seven other friends and we were making gingerbread all the time, and than decoraring them. That was group of almost every person whom I can see as a friend and it was awesome! We laughed all the time together, sharing our free time. I hope that in the closest future I'll make more meeting like that ;)

Hope you enjoyed it.
Have a nice day :)

Winter

I miss winter sports so much!
There's no snow yet in my country, so I can't go skiing or - worser one - snowboarding. You know, in my country it's very unusual that in december there's no snow in the mountains and everybody is complaining about it. Firstly I couldn't understand them, becouse I don't like whent it's freezing, I love summer with it's warm teperature. But now, I dream about buying or renting a snowboard and having fun. However, I'm also very happy, becouse in these winter vacations I'm going on camp in Dolomiti in Italy. On this camp, I will learn freestyle. (That sounds weird, doesn't it? Learn freestyle?) On the other hand I'm very scared of that. But still excited.
Anyway the main thing I want, is to end everything in school, get semester grades and finally take some rest. I can't stand all this stress and teachers and exams.... that's too much for me! I need a couple days break. So that's sooo good that christmas are coming, with it's time to get some sleep, eat too much, meet friends and everything :)
I love christmas not only for that. This holiday is also amazing becouse of all the atmosphere everywhere (created by shops mainly) with christmas trees all around and christmas carols all the time. Thet makes me feel like smiling and impatient, becouse everything I can think about is christmas - giving gifts, getting some, and meeting friends, meeting family, everybody smiling, smell of christmas tree in my home, candles, and then - snow.

The only thing I can do now is praying so I could stand the closest weeks until I'll have time for everything, and maybe there will be snow everywhere (finally some light in the air).

Hurry up!

You have to learn!

There's no more time!

What are you doing?!

What a kind of shit?!

Studying, remember?!

That's the circle which is in my head all the time. Always something. Mainly the thing about absence of time. But today was different. Usually when all these thought are flooding my mind, I feel completely helpless. But today I felt anger. Too much anger. I have no idiea why but even the simplest thing like wrong answer to an exercise, made me furious. That's defienetly unusal thing in my behaviour and I do not like it, so I tried to keep calm. It was very hard thing to do.

I really hope that it will pass. But who knows when?

Now, I have no time and I'm wating it on making post instead of writing poem interpretation for my polish lesson. I'm also supposed to make 4 math excercises and I still have swollen ankle which makes me very sad.

Anyway, I don't know why I write it, I'm shoure no one reads it with a hint of interest.

Is it death?

Oh my god, i'm SO tired!

Today I was thinking really hard about going to climbing wall or not. I decided to go.

I have to admitt that I'm VERY positive that I had a lot of fun, I made a big progress, and all, but still I'm not shoure that that was the best idea. My ankle is swollen - I had to stand on it in a bad way. I'm a bit scared that it won't pass until wednesday when I have a training again.

But I got a beautiful poster with some HANSOME climber on a rocks. I love it...
I saw that some poster have lied on a desk. "You can take one, or few more if you want" My friend told me. "Yea, I think one will be enough" "Why? Here are so beautiful rocks..." "And look how beautiful is that guy" "Seriously? I haven't notice" - now you know that my friend wasn't women. "Yes, look at his well built back..." "I have better!" He answered resented.

LOVE

Even if tired, as always happy :)

My photography

today i'm in a mood to show you photos by me.
so let's go!

My friend Jagoda

Jagoda in Lenons

My wonderful cat!

A place near my home :)

just flowers ;)

Another place near my home

That's just a photoshop with central park ;]

Climbing

New York City

Grand Canion Colorado

My family :)

macro

I hope you enjoy it :)

Reasons

Today I'm unbeliviable satisfied. I jast came back from climbing, with my hands bleeding almost, feets hurting too much and a big smile on my face!

here I train climbing

I wasn't going to the climbing wall for almost 3 months (so long!) becouse I had my ankle sprained. Now, I finally ended rehabilitations and went THERE. The most beutiful thing is that through all this time, nothing has chanched. The same look, the same people, the same behaviours. I love, that every time when I come in to change my cloathes, every girl in the room say me "hello" even if I see her first time in my life, and so I answer. Even throw I wasn't there for so long time everyone remembers me and talk with me like one day passed.

After that

Last time I wrote you, that I was going to make a photografic session with my friend.

So we did today.

And I'm exausted.

I'm still very happy. Despite the fact that we made completely different photos than these in my vision, that was fantastic. I have sooooo much pictures, but I have to work on them before I will show it to you. But I defienetly will one day :)

First, we went to the place where is shelter, but it was closed. So, we stayed in a nearby park. When was the time to start taking pictures, it turned out I forgot to take with myself memory card to ma camera. We were in a fix. Finally I decided to buy another one SD card. So now I have something like three of them :)

When we froze, we moved ourselfs to the cafe in a shopping mall which was very close. We ate something, drunk some delicious coffe and then went to the roof. There was beutiful view and fantastic white wall ;] We took some pictures wearing lenones. These I love very much.

Anyway this day was fabulous. I had really great time, not only becouse of spending it with my friend, but also becouse I defienetly enjoy taking pictures.

Feel like

Today I decided with my best friend - Jagoda (in English this name means blueberry) that we will make a photogrphy session. We do something like that from time to time, becouse I love to take photos (I think that they're almost good) and that's always a lot of fun.

Photo of session I saw in NY

Quite a long time ago I found that in my city - Wrocław there is one VERY amazing place to make theme session. This is underground in postwar shelter. It looks like wild almost while it's almost in the center of town. I must tell you that I defienetly love that place.

Anyway, I have some problems with characterisation of models. I imagined that they will wear some old, too big, destroyed jumper and a black leggind or dameged black tights. Like I-got-lost-living-here-a-long-time- but-still-with-fresh-make-up. ;) The problem which appears is that I can't find anywhere two sweaters like that or even one.

I've already told you about my imagination, and how it's gonna look like that's defienetly the other thing I guess... So I'm a bit afraid of the effect.

Bet after add pluses and minuses I admitt that I'm firstly exited and then, secoundly a bit scared.

(and I'm gonna use finally my new lens for something big!!!)

I'm so happy today!

I observed that I love to have new things, feeling that it's something special makes me feel better. It causes that I wear things with more self confidece and I'm more satisfied of my own look, even if the thing is very regular. But when new thing is more extraordinary, that special feeling kepps itself longer

and longer
and even longer.

So shourely that's the thing which makes me so shopoholic. Defienetly. I'm so convinced that it's not just becouse of my own pleasure, but to be happy for very long period of time.

My first

As i want to expose essence here, what do you think about a bit of me, one the beggining?

So, the most important - I'm from Poland. If, you're not from my place, yoy probably know nothing about my country, and that's very important thing for me, so I'll tell you that that's a country in the center of europe. The only thing that stands out is EURO 2012, and John Paul II. I'll have o lot of time to write about my homeland, so that's enough for now.

Next, very important thing - my name. It's Aleksandra, but people call me Ola.

Here you have photo of mine. This one was made while I was climbing in one of the polish rocks.

Climbing is one of my hobbys, usually I climb on the artificial wall in my city - Wroclaw. I used to climb twice a week, but now I'm not healthy enough after twisting my ankle. Climbing is the thing I miss a lot.

My secound hobby is photography. I don;t make very good photos, but I think that they're not tragical, and that already something. I'm shoure thet you will see a lot of my own photos here.

I wanted to say, that I;m very sorry becouse of these language errors i shourely made :(